Daughter of Poseidon

Countryside

So I decided yesterday I needed toget out of London.. The weather is more like October than August and quite frankly I needed clean oxygen.  Above is my country house where I am right now perched in a little all-wood-panel office tucked around the left corner of the building... big friendly dog lying at my feet (which are freezing btw).  Going to the kitchen for a large glass of delicious red wine to warm my cockles.  aaah relaxing is very hard to do hahaha!

the world around us

There are always worlds around us.  Each of us lives in our own reality, whether we realise it or not is another matter entirely.

 I live in a world where music is constantly playing in my head, dark, dramatic, Romantic music.  Sometimes I feel like a vampire… more comfortable in the darkness, fearing the daylight; I have come to the conclusion this is because day time is truth to so many; why see naked truth when you can live in the land of the dreams.

It could be said I live inside my head, and yet I aware of everything around me.  I see them looking.. they think they see an easy blonde who can be bought. 

Do you believe in synergy amongst to people?

Each day we are living our lives and each moment we are changed, altered by the events which we experience, every night we go to sleep a different person.  So can there be unity?

I have grown like all of us, I have changed, I have developed, I leave the dreams in the shadows of the trees, in that green glow of summer.  I breathe the morning breeze and still remain surprised by all that which comes to pass on day by day.

If I think of how I got here, the places I have seen, the people I have met I feel tired, overwhelmed and yet peaceful.

So much more is still to come

Farewell

Today I left the place I've loved without a single tear.

Just quick good byes and suprised eyes,

Not a single fear.

I knew it wouldn't last forever, 

I hope that I am missed.

They thought that they were being clever,

What an ironic twist..

Good Bye, Farewell, I loved you

I am sure we will meet again.

When dreams are dreamt,

And said words meant 

And I will not think of then.

The difficulty

It is hard to understand the shape I take..

It is changing all the time

But if you take a moment to truly see

You'll find both the fire and the ice in me...

my lonely soul

Something has happened to me, this weekend I withdrew into my own thoughts.. I felt lost in a corporate world, much preferring to be creative and write poetry and music and contemplate philosophy.  Is there a being that could share my quiet soul... my facade is loud so playing the game is essential but my soul is quiet and sultry, in need of a companion to say nothing with.. a person to glide with through life without miscommunication.  Reminds me of the relationship between Edward and Bella. 

Dom loves me the way Edward loves her, but perhaps youth does not allow peace in a man..who knows..

The morning after the night before

So the day after J K's bash we joined a friend for brunch at Richoux in Mayfair and couldn't resist a spot of shopping at Marc by Marc Jacobs, by far the most delectable petit shopping experience in town!